hanging out w my professor taught me to want to be better person spiritually and just was an all around humbling experience that I am so honored to have been apart of because no other student from my class was invited…just me, the “psych major” taking her therapeutic nucleic acids class the psych major going to India to study biotechnology with all bio and chemistry majors. I feel so lucky and it is almost destiny setting this up for me it is God. This is out of my control and although I do not know what I want to do with my life I know I will be okay I just turned 21 yesterday and if I decided to graduate this year then voila, but if I decided to stay another year or two it will not harm me in any way…hopefully.
I’ve also been thinking a lot about my ex and not in the sense of reminiscing, well I guess that too but now it’s progressed and I am finally learning to accept everything that happened I don’t know why after 5 years you did what you did, but I do know I will not play the victim card and will not even bring it up in my next relationship, but what I will bring up in my next relationship is how I’ve turned that negative situation into a good situation with a bright view on my future and the outcome wasn’t necessarily a good one but by the same token it kind of was the ONLY outcome because I loved you so much that I think God understood this was going to be the only thing to really pull me away from you. I need honesty and loyalty, both of which you did not know how to provide. Life is good and I am learning so much about myself it’s scary!!! Thank you God for all these wonderful opportunities I am truly blessed not only in the material world but in the spiritual world as well. I’m getting there lol
“I have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. The ability to just sit and talk. About love, about life, about anything, about everything. To sit under the moon with all the time in the world, the full-speed train that is our lives slowing to a crawl. Bound by no obligations, barred by no human limitations. To speak without regret or fear of consequence. To talk for hours and about what’s really important in life.”—(via nakedvibe)