Thursday I decided to ditch math & behavioral neuroscience and surprise David…I was scared I had never driven to SD..especially by myself! UCSD is such a huge! school..really nice too, so proud of him :D, ugh & Friday I had my speech..didn’t prepare at all but seemingly I think I did well..or at least okay…Work was horrible I started crying and said I quit…but I’ll probably go to work tonight..I was invited to a few Halloween parties but for some reason it doesn’t appeal to me..I don’t know why? Holidays seem less spirited or celebrated as the years go by. I really would love to go back and be 5..not present now.
& to make matters worse my brother and sister left Friday (yesterday) and aren’t back until Sunday..I hate being by myself..well for the most part, I guess it has its perks but no sure if they outweigh the good things about having my brother and sister home. I feel so lonely. & I wonder to myself is it normal to hate being alone? or is that just me? & my birthday is in 19days..lol I’ll be 19! I’m so young but I feel so old lol
I use to be on top of everything, I was assigned homework that would be due a month in advance and the day it was assigned It was also completed. I find myself spending so much time on social sites in hopes of decreasing my to do list….Yeah that makes sense and is totally going to happen!? -____- ugh & Im taking all core classes, just makes me frustrated because Im not motivated. My hopes and actions are incongruent. Freud would say this creates anxiousness and we then launch our defense mechanisms..yup so disappointed.
Everyone achieves meaning out of life by interpreting his or her existence. According to Adler, a person’s lifestyle is the platform from which these interpretations are made. A person’s lifestyle is a basic orientation to life. It is the cognitive framework from which a person selects the…
Im so hungry!! I just want some cup of noodles <3 although they are so high in sodium! Im in a good mood not sure why..since I did horrible on my Neuroscience test & oh gosh tomorrow is my Math midterm bleh -__- will be the death of me. I love the iOS5 update, amazing what technology can do!! kinda of scary though I want my kids to play outside lol & know what its like to have an imagination and be creative, build a fort out of blankets lol not want to go watch the Wealth Channel & skype with their best friend from China while also playing a video game on TV. Who know’s what’s to come in 5 years! Like today for the first time I took notes on my ipad2 and was also able to record the lecture and instantly e-mail them to the center where I have to e-mail my notes instead of getting home and transcribing all my written notes on my mac & then e-mailing them. Im hungry…rawr my stomach goes lol
“The best moments in reading are when you come across something—a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things—which you had thought special and particular to you. And now, here it is, set down by someone else, a person you have never met, someone even who is long dead. And it is as if a hand has come out, and taken yours.”—Alan Bennett (via adessive)