:( You’re leaving for good for ever & I know it happens I just hate how we fight, you mean so much to me. You always looked like a monkey & now Im sitting next to Cairo..he’s a monkey. First monkey I gave you.
It’s all very cute, I went to your house today & brought your whole family lunch & your sister told me how you told her that you really like me. Im shocked that you’re telling people you like me especially your sister. Aww then I left & you texted me why I didn’t say bye to you & your sister forwarded me the texts you sent her..I still don’t believe you like me…
I just don’t want to mess anything up & I still have feelings for my ex my whole phone is filled with pictures of him, my room, everything reminds me of him.
“Socializing is as exhausting as giving blood. People assume we loners are misanthropes just sitting thinking, ‘Oh, people are such a bunch of assholes,’ but it’s really not like that. We just have a smaller tolerance for what it takes to be with others. It means having to perform. I get so tired of communicating.”—Anneli Rufus (via ohbabyitsnatalie)
So yesterday when I got to your house you had found out that I knew you liked me & vice versa…awk!!! lol it’s just soo confusing we are complete opposites! Im soo confused! You asked me out & I said no & used excuses like I’m too busy with school & work..I honestly wouldn’t want to mess anything up <|3 I really appreciate your perseverance!!! & you truly are a great guy I just feel like were from completley different worlds. My sister kept saying how it would be incest because I’ve literally known you my whole life!! & Last night when I was talking to your cousin he said “Hey if you don’t ask Stephanie to marry you I will” & I just laughed lol he even said you had a crush on me & so did your best friend but I still didn’t believe it until you told me.
You kept saying sweet things like this & no lie I am not easily fooled with sweet charming words at all but for some reason it was different comming from you because I felt you were being truthful.
"Ur smile love that ur eyes ur additude love that too and to make it easier its just u that I really like& no that’s what every one says about me but really am not and no you aren’t a nerd I like you just the way you are…"
"Ur a good firl that’s wat I like about u and you should be respected and that’s wat I know how to do well my parents taught me well..But if u ever want to try Ill never change my mind today tomorrow or wenever u feel like it"
"And all that you just said about wat kind of girl I need all that I see it in u ur that good girl I need and a girl I like u is hard to find like you said why can’t they all be like that"
I’m soo confused I keep thinking what if & why not but noooo I just got out a really long relationship & it would be too fast & unfair to my ex. I would Omg & you just texted me saying “cause no girl has ever made me feel like you made me feel I never felt like that around a girl theres just something special about you…”
but I said to my sister last night “People aren’t projects..& I can’t just be with you to change you I can’t want to fix you”
Idk I guess we will see what life brings but wow really omnia causa fiunt!! lol
& it just reminds me of when I was watching the movie Night on Earth & Corky,taxi driver said something like “Hell, I don’t care what he does as long as he loves me & treats me right & loves me for my soul” I LOVE that quote! Why do we all have to be obsessed with finding the perfect guy who makes trillions of dollars…why not just someone who loves you for you & the end?? Im confused but on an amazing note work was bleh & class was CANCELLED <3 yay lol
This is all very weird for me I have liked you for years!!! or I was just always attracted to you & your way of being & I could always tell we had something…but now that is has been validated & I know you really do have feelings for me it just makes it so awkward I’ve known you for 18 years & we are practically family. Im confused because a) you’re like my brother & b) you are the opposite of the person I would date/ my -ex c) I just got out of a 3year relationship..so confused!!!! & I was hoping he wouldn’t tell you until I left so it was awkward but I think I took it very well when we had to say goodbye. You’re hug felt tight & warm not fake like other peoples hugs lol you’re like family Im so confused I never thought this would happen…I’ll see you again tomorrow.
I don’t want anything to change, you’re like my brother but I’m attracted to you…your manners, your respectfulness you’re so polite! def. not made like that anymore. You’re sisters are like my sisters ahh this is all so weird lol whatt?? haha I’m busy anyways so either way whatever happens we could never be.
“I never want to love someone like that, not even him, so much that there would be no room left for myself, so much that I wouldn’t be able to survive if he left me.”—Jean Kwok, Girl in Translation (via stellablu)
Reddit User Sunberg put together a very in-depth collection of information surrounding the shooting in Oslo that I’ve featured below. WARNING: Some of the links below lead to images and video that are very graphic in nature.
Some bulletpoints of what happened:
This happened at the Norwegian Labour party’s summercamp for teenagers.
ca 600-700 people were at the island (Utøya is an island) most of them teenagers around 16 years old
The island is about 35km / 20miles from Oslo
The island is about 0.12km2 , or easier to visualize: 350 x 350 meters. It was also about 500-600 meter swim to get to the mainland. (via Humpa )
Some people were trying to swim others were hiding
Some people were saying that if you know someone there, don’t call them as they might have been hiding
People were posting to Facebook and Twitter asking for help
Total death toll is atleast 80, and police are saying it may still rise. Most of them children/teenagers.
Police have also found unexploded explosives on the island, and believes/almost certain that there is a link with the Oslo bombing 2 hours earlier.
Around 30 are seriously injured, among those 20 are critically injured
Breivik had purchased 6 tons of artificial fertilizers on the 4th of May. This is not considered unusual for a vegetable producer.
Update 09:14 Norwegian time:
At least 84 have been confirmed dead at the island, but numbers might still rise. None of the dead have been identified yet, and the police are still searching for bodies on land, but mainly in the water as he also shot at people trying to swim from the island.
About the theory that may have been more shooters:
Police just arrested a young man at a hotel close by in possession of a knife. He claimed he did not feel safe and it is still unconfirmed if he was involved in the massacre. He claimed he was a member of the Labour youth party (more)
Some news sources say the police are concerned that a second shooter might be free while others say are not looking for anyone in particular and nothing is conclusive (more) (more)
Some news sources say witnesses describe a second shooter dressed in civilian clothing and that police are investigating the witness statements. (more)
Witness stories: (Note: the translation may not be 100% accurate)
“He came to the island saying he was a police officer. Asked everyone to gather around and then began to shoot. He shot widely around himself. First no one believed that it actually was happening. We thought it was just bullshit, until we saw people with blood and… yeah… Then everyone began to run.” Did you see anyone who were dead? ”I… many. Very many.” Can you say a number? ”Around 15 when I was there trying to help by the beach. People were either shot or had drowned in the water. It was not a good sight. Everyone ran towards the forrest. There were injured people who we carried. People tried to hide, but then he came to them saying he was the police here to rescue them. When people approached him he shot them.” (more in the video)
“The first thing he did was to shoot the cutest girl he saw.” (article)
“He reloaded, shot more. He shot around me. I was lying still thinking: this is the end”. She played dead over 1 hour lying among bodies (article / blog post by the witness)
“He shot people in the head to make sure they were dead” (article)
“I felt the heat from his gun” … “Some people ran and hid in their tents. He went systematically from tent to tent with an automatic rifle and fired single shots. It was apparent that he wanted every shot to count.” … “Many took off their clothes and tried to swim. I tried to swim with my clothes on, which began to get heavy in the water, so I had to turn around. I hid on the beach with another group. He eventually came back and fired into the group. I played dead and lied down among the bodies. At the closest he was 2-3 meters away from me.” Adrian Pracon, a survivor, was shot in the shoulder ”I did not feel the shot at first. It was very loud and I was deaf in one ear for a while. It felt like pinch. The pain came afterwards” … “It almost seemed like he had done this before. Walking around and shooting people seemed normal to him.” (article)
"She taught us to still love life and not be bitter. And to realize that everybody suffers, and if you can accept your suffering, then you can just understand people better. And strangely enough, you have to be grateful for pain." - Stephen Colbert
“I want her so much it makes me hurt sometimes. that’s when I take down the photographs of her, and just look at them for a while, wondering why I didn’t try to touch her, why I wouldn’t really even speak to her when she was there, and never coming up with an answer that I could understand.
That’s why I’ve written this all down, I suppose.”—Neil Gaiman (Looking for the Girl, from Smoke and Mirrors)
This week has been a long yet it went by sooo fast!! So gladd I don’t have school tomorrow just work! & Saturday is my day off yess lol <3 It’s nice to know my dad actually acknowledges how hard I do work really means a lot even though he doesn’t say it to me directly, I know he’s proud of me :D :D I have a huge headache & I am so ready to sleep & lovely wake up for work -__- lol well that’s my life school & work hopefully one day it will pay off. I don’t really know what I want to do as a career? Psych & Bio.= Neurology but hmm idk we’ll see
Hope everyonesss having a great day & God Bless <3 :)
It’s just one bad thing after the other, so stressed & I hate you for not caring like I care, I hate you for hurting me over & over in one day :( really wish I could get away & not work 30 hours & go to school 12 hours, I want to for once have a real summer. But no complaining even though that’s what I’m doing…-_- ugh well I have tons of homework due in 3days!!! 2tests to take in 3days!! that I haven’t studied for :( & my traffic school crap & a,fs bwaje6r289;1bg3qkw too much! & no one at all :(