White rabbit eating outside soo cute it's been in our backyard for about 2weeks :D
First day back at school, I love school I love to learn & gain knowledge it is soo powerful & a key for ones future. I’m so blessed I have the opportunity to pursue my BA in Psych. Inshallah everything will work out & I will graduate when Im 21 with that degree & minor in Biology.
Today in my Clinical & Abnormal Psych. class the prof. mentioned the field of Clinical Neuropsychology & that is what I want to get my PhD in lol I know Im getting ahead of myself but like I said Inshallah one day that will be where Im headed or I might not I want to join the Peace Corps honestly there is so much I want to do like own my own resteraunt & become an immigration lawyer list goes on!
My chemistry teach is brilliant she got her PhD from UCB in O CHEM! & did her post doc at JOHN HOPKINS & then worked for 3M, pretty interesting. I wish I was good with math & Chem -_____-
Something to work on.
bleh I wish I didn’t have to work
tomorrow I have class in the morning & right after literally! work for 9hours!
I need a new job -___- something on campus would be great! Oh well I think Im pretty prepared this semester & hopefully work won’t interfere too much on my motivation to make this semester one of the best yet :) lol
“‘I Wanna Hold Your Hand.’ First single. Fucking brilliant. Perhaps the most fucking brilliant song ever written, because they nailed it. That’s what everyone wants. Not 24/7 hot, wet sex. Not a marriage that lasts a hundred years. Not a Porsche or a blow job or a million-dollar crib. No. They wanna hold your hand. They have a feeling that they can’t hide.”—Rachel Cohn, Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist (via stellablu)
Hate not being able to sleep, Hate not knowing the difference of whether I don’t want to sleep or not being able to sleep? Good day, can’t complain lol besides the fact that I got another! ticket yesterday! >:( not cool!, I just finished the deal with the last ticket & traffic school & crap & bam! again oh well, Guess that Horseshoe necklace isn’t bringing much of good luck. I hate being single!!! I know I should be & I know it’s the best thing and yadda yaddah yah lol but I just don’t like it, people tell me to just give you a chance but it’s far more complicated! or maybe it’s not & Im just making it like that because that’s what I do. I over analyze situations & think about them far more than I should, probably the reason as to why I’m up right now. We have nothing in common besides being nice people..lol great foundation to build a relationship on! ;) I’m such a sensitive freak! & I’m pretty sure I was black in my past lifetime lol
“I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.”—Jonathan Safran Foer (via abimopector)
“The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.”—Thomas Merton (via stellablu)
I want a farm & I want to live by the beach I don’t know if that’s possible but that’s what I want…
I want to buy my parents a house & they don’t have to worry about working for as long as they live because their daughter has that all figured out ;)
I would like to maybe one day join the Peace Corps. maybe after I finish my undergraduate education & well who knows…Inshallah everything will fall into place.
I want to find true love I don’t want a relationship/man to define me I want to be independent from that & I think those relationships are the ones that work best…where it’s two individual independent people or maybe two people who are autonomous & are available in all the correct ways..not quite sure what I mean but I know in the end that’s what I want. Two things my parents have always taught me are 1) Trust no one because in the end no one will be there; people have their own agendas. 2) Don’t depend on a man..you get off on your own.
Hopefully those two ways of being stick with me until the end, I think they’re important.
I’m super tired working M-F & Sunday is wearing me out…bleh -_____- I want a real summer for once but I’m not complaining I know there’s a lot of people out there who want a job & want to go to school & lucky for me I am so blessed that I can do both so might as well take advantage of that & do what I can with it.
Just finished summer school today so happy to be done with that <3 I know I aced the final (today) & test (yesterday) :D I realized this summer has been kinda tough :( with us not paying our rent & my dear loved one passing away & him leaving 162miles away! & now something harder has hit :( I hope… actually I know in the end everything will work itself out it’s just something we never wanted..we always talked about how we were going to do all these fun exciting things & now this doesn’t leave it to nothing it just makes it alot more difficult to do. Friday I went & watched Crazy, Stupid Love..great movie! I heart Steve & Ryan <3 hilarious! lol & Saturday was Nates birthday so that was great I’m glad I got to help by picking the cake up & Sunday was Rogers birthday & I spend the end of the night dancing :) so that was great. I know have time yes! lol must finish this book & start on a new one :) eeek lol excited.
:( You’re leaving for good for ever & I know it happens I just hate how we fight, you mean so much to me. You always looked like a monkey & now Im sitting next to Cairo..he’s a monkey. First monkey I gave you.