First day back at school, I love school I love to learn & gain knowledge it is soo powerful & a key for ones future. I’m so blessed I have the opportunity to pursue my BA in Psych. Inshallah everything will work out & I will graduate when Im 21 with that degree & minor in Biology.
Today in my Clinical & Abnormal Psych. class the prof. mentioned the field of Clinical Neuropsychology & that is what I want to get my PhD in lol I know Im getting ahead of myself but like I said Inshallah one day that will be where Im headed or I might not I want to join the Peace Corps honestly there is so much I want to do like own my own resteraunt & become an immigration lawyer list goes on!
My chemistry teach is brilliant she got her PhD from UCB in O CHEM! & did her post doc at JOHN HOPKINS & then worked for 3M, pretty interesting. I wish I was good with math & Chem -_____-
Something to work on.
bleh I wish I didn’t have to work
tomorrow I have class in the morning & right after literally! work for 9hours!
I need a new job -___- something on campus would be great! Oh well I think Im pretty prepared this semester & hopefully work won’t interfere too much on my motivation to make this semester one of the best yet :) lol
I hope I did the right thing…
Hate not being able to sleep, Hate not knowing the difference of whether I don’t want to sleep or not being able to sleep? Good day, can’t complain lol besides the fact that I got another! ticket yesterday! >:( not cool!, I just finished the deal with the last ticket & traffic school & crap & bam! again oh well, Guess that Horseshoe necklace isn’t bringing much of good luck. I hate being single!!! I know I should be & I know it’s the best thing and yadda yaddah yah lol but I just don’t like it, people tell me to just give you a chance but it’s far more complicated! or maybe it’s not & Im just making it like that because that’s what I do. I over analyze situations & think about them far more than I should, probably the reason as to why I’m up right now. We have nothing in common besides being nice people..lol great foundation to build a relationship on! ;) I’m such a sensitive freak! & I’m pretty sure I was black in my past lifetime lol
So old! I’ll miss him tons! but that’s life you can’t hold on to everyone..people come & people go. Love you always Habibi.
I want a farm & I want to live by the beach I don’t know if that’s possible but that’s what I want…
I want to buy my parents a house & they don’t have to worry about working for as long as they live because their daughter has that all figured out ;)
I would like to maybe one day join the Peace Corps. maybe after I finish my undergraduate education & well who knows…Inshallah everything will fall into place.
I want to find true love I don’t want a relationship/man to define me I want to be independent from that & I think those relationships are the ones that work best…where it’s two individual independent people or maybe two people who are autonomous & are available in all the correct ways..not quite sure what I mean but I know in the end that’s what I want. Two things my parents have always taught me are 1) Trust no one because in the end no one will be there; people have their own agendas. 2) Don’t depend on a man..you get off on your own.
Hopefully those two ways of being stick with me until the end, I think they’re important.
I’m super tired working M-F & Sunday is wearing me out…bleh -_____- I want a real summer for once but I’m not complaining I know there’s a lot of people out there who want a job & want to go to school & lucky for me I am so blessed that I can do both so might as well take advantage of that & do what I can with it.
Just finished summer school today so happy to be done with that <3 I know I aced the final (today) & test (yesterday) :D I realized this summer has been kinda tough :( with us not paying our rent & my dear loved one passing away & him leaving 162miles away! & now something harder has hit :( I hope… actually I know in the end everything will work itself out it’s just something we never wanted..we always talked about how we were going to do all these fun exciting things & now this doesn’t leave it to nothing it just makes it alot more difficult to do. Friday I went & watched Crazy, Stupid Love..great movie! I heart Steve & Ryan <3 hilarious! lol & Saturday was Nates birthday so that was great I’m glad I got to help by picking the cake up & Sunday was Rogers birthday & I spend the end of the night dancing :) so that was great. I know have time yes! lol must finish this book & start on a new one :) eeek lol excited.
:( You’re leaving for good for ever & I know it happens I just hate how we fight, you mean so much to me. You always looked like a monkey & now Im sitting next to Cairo..he’s a monkey. First monkey I gave you.